Eucharisteo
Listen, its the sweet sound of eternal victory. The Saviour has risen

Aug
09

Happy 43rd Birthday Singapore!

Enjoy listening to this! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2O67SyJiyzY

Happy 16th Birthday, Kai Wei! All the best for your upcoming prelims & O level!

Regarding the incident, I admit that it was my fault to a certain extent & I let everyone down.Now,I desperately need an excessive dose of morphine to numb the excruciating pain in my weary heart. Or maybe I should be engrossed in continuous mugging. Thanks be to God:I shall not demand for justice anymore, cause I’ve finally managed to see through the eyes of mercy.No matter what the outcome may be, I do not care anymore. “Ask ourselves, why do we even bother?”

I’ve decided to not stop blogging & may be contemplating switching to livejournal or nutang soon.

Aug
07

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Aug
01

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Jul
06

Its 06.07.08 today. Sadly, this will be my last post before I go on a blogging hiatus. And the reasons are because I’ve lost the touch of blogging temporarily & ‘O’ levels are in sight now.

School has already started & if not for God & the people I encounter everyday in Nan Hua, I will be detesting the school system now.Although its stressful, but there’s always something to smile & laugh about.And its enough to get me through this nerve-wrecking period.

I can’t wait for the arrival of 13.11.2008.It will be the day of liberation for me, a doomsday for my textbooks/worksheets/TYS & a day of resurrection for my blog.

Even though its utopia after 13.11.2008, impending doom lies in the surgery that I’m most likely to undergo after ‘O’ levels.Sometimes, a burning question would haunt my mind: “What if I’m not able to make it?”I’ve tried countless of times brushing that pessimistic question away but its kind of like running away from the problem & nothing is solved. I don’t want be on an emotional roller-coaster, especially in such crucial times…

“Dear God, I’m a weakling & I can’t overcome this fear on my own…I don’t want to run away from it cause its foolish behaviour..I pray that You would help me to trust You totally & be more than a conqueror in the end. Amen”

Jun
21

Yay! I went for SNOW @ Lighthouse Evangelism Tampiness. Anyway, SNOW stands for Speedlight Night Of Worship…haha:) It was tiring having to stand in the MRT from Chua Chu Kang to Tampiness…its like around 25 train stations or so. Plus I stood for like close to 2 hours during SNOW!

in a nutshell, SNOW was fabulous…just like the previous 2 times :) The songs really ministered to me & you could really feel God’s presence…the atmosphere is totally different & unique:)

After SNOW, I took bus 67 from Tampiness bus interchange to Chua Chu Kang. Thank God I managed to find a seat throughout the entire journey..or else my legs will be in very deep shit.Since its my 1st time taking bus 67, the journey home was quite an exciting & eventful one.Bus 67 passed by many eateries located in those shophouses that were remains of SIngapore’s history & it even passed by Geylang. I was quite shocked lah..Its my 1st time experiencing the sights of Geylang alone at night .Lots of colourful signages, lots of KTV pubs, lots of eating places..huge throngs of people were on the streets of Geylang & there was a stupid traffic jam. So, I reached home at like around 12…almost close to 2hours bus journey home!Oh well..so much for the bus journey home.

SNOW was quite special this time round..cause there was a special dance item  & the song was touching :D

Imagine Me by Kirk Franklin
Imagine me
Loving what I see when the mirror looks at me cause I
I imagine me
In a place of no insecurities
And I’m finally happy cause
I imagine me

Letting go of all of the ones who hurt me
Cause they never did deserve me
Can you imagine me?
Saying no to thoughts that try to control me
Remembering all you told me
Lord, can you imagine me?
Over what my mama said
And healed from what my daddy did
And I wanna live and not read that page again

[Chorus:]
Imagine me, being free, trusting you totally finally I can…
Imagine me
I admit it was hard to see
You being in love with someone like me
But finally I can…
Imagine me

Being strong
And not letting people break me down
You won’t get that joy this time around
Can you imagine me?
In a world (in a world) where nobody has to live afraid
Because of your love fears gone away
Can you imagine me?

[Bridge:]
Letting go of my past
And glad I have another chance
And my heart will dance
‘Cause I don’t have to read that page again

[Chorus x2]

[Vamp:]
Gone, gone, it’s gone, all gone

Jun
16

So its the final week of the school holiday before school reopens. Good news is : I’m almost completing my homework. Bad news: I haven’t finished them. Okay, I know this is pretty stupid but I seriously don’t know what to blog about..haha.

This holiday is pretty fast & I spent most of my time being buried in that irritating pile of homework & textbooks. And when school reopens, it means more mugging :(

When school reopens, I’m not gonna talk to you again, as best as I know not to…I don’t know why but I suddenly felt that you were a stranger & all this time that I’ve known you, I wonder if its the real you….After seeing you on that partciular day, it seems to me that its either you who have changed or that the problem lies with me…

Sorry for being emo in this post but I just had to spit it out.

Jun
11

Happy Birthday to Mr Liu Gong Kai!

Happy Birthday to Gladys Yang Yi!

Happy Birthday to my brother!

Jun
09

Yay! I managed to change my blog theme & I think it looks much better now. Some slight changes have been made to the behind mechanisms of this blog & now, you guys can tag without having to leave your name & email behind, which means…more privacy!

Jun
04

Thank God that I made it for Infocomm Camp @ Sentosa yesterday, given the fact that I was terribly ill & my parents were reluctant to let me go. During the camp, I was still feeling quite weak every now & then.And someone was eating one large cone of Ben & Jerry’s ice cream right in front of me…so tempting! Such bad timing that I was still recovering from gastric flu..bah! Oh well, there will be opportunities in future… :)

So, this camp was really a memorable one. Not only because of the fact that it was a miracle as it was the result of last minute work, but also because it was the last Infocomm Camp for me.In fact, I was trying not to cry during campfire

After stepping down, I just realised that life without Infocomm Club so hard to get used to.

No more attendance-taking,
No more hearing that unmistakable joyful laughter or the infectious chatter,
No more bothering myself with club matters.
No more having fun with the PA system,
No more having dinner @ Sumo Restaurant after CCA,
No more walking to Clementi Central  after CCA….

I guess the list is endless, somehow…

Ever since I jumped into ‘Leader-hood’ in Secondary 3, the path of leadership was an arduous but enjoyable one. In some organisations, the leaders are supposed to be popular individuals rather than leading their organisation in the correct manner; multi-taskers than vision- casters These days, it seems, the leaders have to be experts in chairing meetings, doing proposals, handling the budget, making phone calls etc. Above all, there’s still the battle against rejection, being burnt-out etc.

Thing is: none of the above are wrong on its own. The problem happens when those things are overly emphasized and the original role of leadership is neglected.

The implications are huge! Every leader needs to make sure that he is faithfully devoting the correct amount of time & effort so that he can lead the organisation to greater heights in all aspects, if possible.

And a thought just struck me yesterday when I was on my way home alone on the MRT after Infocomm Club Camp yesterday:  

In the past, as one of the leaders of Infocomm Club, I cannot promise that I’ll never make a mistake. All I can guarantee is this; I’ll do my very best to keep the charge I’ve been given.It is only when have I have done my very best, then I can do better.

I guess that’s one of the undeniable truths of leadership. And it took me one whole year to figure it out.

” the mud on my face is your soil, your soil!” Some interesting quote I saw on the display name of 1 of my MSN contacts.WOW!

Jun
02

Its just one day away from Infocomm Camp & I’m sick. I vomitted & had diarrohea today for several times. Now,I’m struck down by a high fever.

And that means I might not be able to make it tomorrow!And I think my poor health has been taking a toll on my health..I lost 3kg already.First, it was the pain inflicted by the braces that affected my appetite & now its this stomach flu(maybe?) that deprived me of the chance to eat a decent meal..I only ate a few buns for dinner:(

If I’m able to make it tomorrow well & alive, praise God!